I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately… but something must be.
I’ve totally lost interest in all of the things I loved and feel bored all the time.
prank calls, video games, all of my hobbies… going out places, stuff like basketball (though I don’t usually do much sport stuff in the winter time anyway but still) movies… I don’t have any fun when I’m with my friends…
At first I thought it was I was spending too much time on the internet so I cut down and started doing other things and they were enjoyable, but only for a little while then it got boring as well. I literally feel like Stan in the episode of South Park where everything looks like shit. Except it’s not funny.
I feel like a dope for posting this… but when I get on my computer today and looked at everything and it’s like… there’s nothing to do.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Plus, I have some “friends” that I’d like to not really be “friends” anymore, ya know what I mean? But how do you go through that without… ya know… pain and frustration? I’m terrible at talking normally let alone dealing with those kind of issues…