well, to update this, I know now what is possibly causing my sickness...
the place where I work is being tested for toxic chemicals in the air and the test so far came out bad. Apparently this is all because of something I've been breathing in for months and months now.
The funny thing is people I work with have been saying there's this annoying smell that bothers them but most of them including myself never smelled it. So I actually voted to not do this testing thing in the past so it got put off.
Now they're trying to figure out what it is and they still don't know. They supposedly narrowed it down to two things, one of them being the carpet. idk wtf is going on... I'M PISSED OFF.
yet for some strange reason I feel like laughing..... I think I'm finally insane
You can eat healthy till your piss turns orange but it won't make a hill of beans if you're also drinking poison.
[that didn't make much sense]